title tells it all.

wadeva it is. i still wanna apologise to jianming and beth. for pungseh-ing. :/

i am a big loser. like who doesnt know.

i start to wonder if i am worth a friend.

my conscience tells me i am not.

i pungseh. i do stuffs as promised. i am bloody. quarrelsome.
tell me you are gonna save me. from all these shit i haf gotten myself into.
wow.